Sex and Violence
Somehow sex is scarier than violence and that cracks me up… I get it… I’ve taken a dry dick to the ass and given stds and pregnancy, it can really fuck up your life. So just know when I bring up sex constantly, I’m aware of the cycle of unease i am perpetuating.
For one. I am that hardcore. If 12 women showed up, test results in hand or vouching for each other, showered and ready for my face between their thighs, i would ask if they wanted mouthwash after my smoke breaks but they’d be leaving after i got lock jaw and arthritis… or just after a really fun cuddle session and multiple orgasms…
Secondly, it’s the best way to upset a violent person. They’re off planning wars and I’m here being like “YES GO OVER THERE AND DIE FOR… these 12…” or “why punch my face with your fist when you can punch the back of my throat with your dick?” and they get all homophobic… fucking classic…
The clear disadvantage of this strategy is one will run up against those who combine the two. It gets real dicey real quick when dealing with anyone violent and they love to say people were “asking for it.” I wish i could say i have a fix for that but self defense is about all one can do if one isn’t behind a screen. Otherwise, reminding them how bad of a look that is for them seems sufficient.
“i’m gonna kill you”
“i just need to drain my balls before you do… you want it on my chest or in your mouth to gain my strength?”
“You can have mine when i pound the hole i leave in your throat”
“yeah you wouldn’t make it back there otherwise”
see how fun is that? you just need to catch them off guard enough to run or attack right?
As you can see… You can be as scary as you want… but nothing hurts like not being able to fuck well… and doing it by force just proves you aren’t… torture victims will say anything to stop the torture… and the human mind is really fond of telling itself it wasn’t that bad… weird way to phrase it… Most people describe the sex i have with them as a lot of fun… Strange because there’s so many other things to be good at… So when i relentlessly talk up my sexual prowess i am trying to make people uncomfortable… just not the ladies… well some ladies… if they stumble upon this and it makes them question some descisions, then fine… however, face to face, i’d like to reassure you that the best way to protect yourself is outnumber me ;) and you probably won’t have to… we’re just having a tea party…
also i have a long history of abuse by women… please don’t drug me or force yourselves on me… strange as it may seem, it has happened… i can’t sugar daddy… but i’ll pump iron if necessary… once again… all the other dieties pan handle too and i’m not even one of those… mortal…ish… get it while it’s hot… or before it chainsmokes away any and all lung capacity lol… (given the nature of the lack of intimacy, best to keep this to aquaintances and professionals… if you’re new to casual sexiness or not interested, just come to the show or talk to someone you trust about this stuff… i am baaaaaaddddd news… hehehe… also if i can be real, being with some one familiar who’s been with someone else is still easier than someone new if we’re on good terms… one of the reasons i dislike sexual relationships is more so than friendships, when they hit a lull, they are OVER… it’s messed up… if i do that with you, i kinda want to keep track… you mean something to me… there are definitely better ways to form social cohesion but i’d be lying if i said i wasn’t working through some stuff while writing this)